I am on meds and have been so for years with no real effect. So far, the pills keep me stable and thank god, the pregnancy hormones have not messed up my mind more than usual. I was really afraid it would affect me badly, but so far, no real panic attacks.

I'm starting an intense treatment period in August and all my hopes lie there. If it doesn't work, then I really don't know what to do. I've had this problem in varying degrees since my early teens, and frankly, I'm exhausted.