Fuck this shit.

[ladydrace]

Crap. Another breakdown. And no amount of porn in the whole damn world can ever fix this. Fuck fuck fuck. It's that bad.

I might as well just call the nice people in white coats. "Yes, I'd like a padded room for one and I'd absolutely love one of those complimentary long sleaved sweaters too, thank you."

I find myself wondering how long you can actually cry before you physically have no tears left? Can you dehydrate yourself from crying? Can you blow your nose so much, that you need to start collecting mucus from your brain to keep filling tissues? What the fuck?

This whole thing is just one big joke. The Comedian was right.

Comments

[silkmoth101.livejournal.com]

What brought it on? Tell me when you can speak about it. And no, you won't get dehydrated although it feels like you can.
My small advice: Listen to sad music to get it completely out of your system.
HUGS!

[lady-drace.livejournal.com]

Well... uhm... I can talk about it easily. It's just a rather long, complicated affair, as everything is with anxiety. Blah.

Thanks for the advice with the sad music, but I really don't think I have the energy to cry anymore.

[silkmoth101.livejournal.com]

No I meant while you were crying listen to sad music.
Do not do this when you have already stopped.
Oh, hun... I know it's such a shitty feeling. *hugs you tight*