*HUGS*
That a lot to deal with on one day, hon. Days like this are awful, because everything just piles up and up until you see no way out. I know I'm always repeating myself but try and put things aside for today. There will be better days to deal with all this. Take your meds.

If you can avoid the brats by taking another way, just do it. Why the hell should you care?

Try to not worry too much about the bleeding. When the shit hit the fan with M. I was having exactly the same problems and my cycle was totally fucked up. The psyche often finds a way to come out over your body.

You can't know yet what will happen when B. moves out. I think when you're there you will know how he behaves, and you will act in the right way. Again, another thing you should not worry about today.

And yeah, you wouldn't be human if you weren't grieving. Of course you want your love back. On one day, you will grieve, on another day you will spit and hiss and be angry as hell, and on other days, you will deal with it. In the end, that's the thing that will remain. You will deal and move on.

Sorry for blathering. *hugs you again*