Oi.

Nasal spray is amazingly efficient. Almost as amazingly efficient as it is horrificly disgusting. So I'm breathing freely, but every breath tastes like... like... Grargh!

Pea was back at daycare today and did wonderfully, despite his cough. Slept most of his time there. I was supposed to go to therapy, but... I was half dead when the time came to leave. So no therapy for me. No point anyway. Blah.

Almost done with one of my longest G/B fics to date. Only 2 years after starting it. Pfft. prelocandkanar , sweetie, start sharpening your red pencil! The monster will be in the mail sometime today. Hopefully. *fingers crossed*

Maybe when this one is out of my system I can finally get back to my fic for the original fiction big bang.

There was something else... hmm. I'll think of it later.

Just a little dash of anxiety. Nothing major.

The usual. Nothing fancy like a panic attack or suicidal thoughts. Just going to pieces a little bit, knowing I have to be at daycare with Pea tomorrow. I'm still sooooo sick. And Pea is demanding and even though I feel I'm going stir crazy from being sick, the thought of going out is also scary. Conflicted me is conflicted.

Oh and I think I'm going to kill my muse. She had me all riled up with that ending she dangled right in front of my nose, but then apparently she decided that she had better things to do than hang around with me, and so she took off. Bitch.

Fanfic quote of the day

"Goodnight, and thank you for this lovely volume of...Shakespeare."

Julian winked, "Just remember to keep your eye open for subtle innuendo.
See you at lunch."

From Acts of Kindness by JA. Chapman.

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In an attempt at distracting my mind.

( Under this totally calm cut. )