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And thus my world crumbled.
Went to a meeting with parenting people today.
Their recommendation is that Pea is put into foster care. B and I can fight it, but all we have are a huge stack of papers that say how much we suck. We have no chance of winning. Also, if we do fight it and lose, we will have no say in anything. If we play along nicely we are allowed some say in the proceedings.
Either way, I'm going to lose my baby.
Hundreds of people saw me cry today. And I don't even care.
I'm. Going. To. Lose. My. Baby.
There are no words.
Their recommendation is that Pea is put into foster care. B and I can fight it, but all we have are a huge stack of papers that say how much we suck. We have no chance of winning. Also, if we do fight it and lose, we will have no say in anything. If we play along nicely we are allowed some say in the proceedings.
Either way, I'm going to lose my baby.
Hundreds of people saw me cry today. And I don't even care.
I'm. Going. To. Lose. My. Baby.
There are no words.