So... wednesday...
Jul. 29th, 2009 10:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ladydraceToday...
Bad stuff:
1. Had a major breakdown while out shopping. And it's also the worst timing ever. Hubby found out yesterday that his uncle died, and nobody had planned on telling him. He needs me for once and what do I do? Go to pieces. Way to go, me.
2. I went to bed in an attempt to close off my brain for a bit and pull myself back together, but Pea went completely bonkers before I managed to fall asleep and I had to get up again to try and breastfeed.
3. And as an extra insult, Pea has more or less refused the breast today. I tried to milk out a little, but damn, there was hardly anything there. No wonder Pea won't put up with it anymore.
Good stuff:
1. For the first time since the birth, I had no swelling anywhere on my body today. Awesome in a shallow kinda way.
2. Lasagna for dinner. It might sound like a small thing, but right now Pea drains us so much that a proper dinner is a rare thing.
3. My very secret secret was posted on![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
fandomsecrets today. And as excited as I am about that, this one I'm taking with me to my grave. (And good thing too, cause damn I'm getting some mean comments on it.)
There is more, but damn I'm tired right now. My soul feels heavy like it hasn't in months. Gawd I'm glad I start my treatment soon.
Bad stuff:
1. Had a major breakdown while out shopping. And it's also the worst timing ever. Hubby found out yesterday that his uncle died, and nobody had planned on telling him. He needs me for once and what do I do? Go to pieces. Way to go, me.
2. I went to bed in an attempt to close off my brain for a bit and pull myself back together, but Pea went completely bonkers before I managed to fall asleep and I had to get up again to try and breastfeed.
3. And as an extra insult, Pea has more or less refused the breast today. I tried to milk out a little, but damn, there was hardly anything there. No wonder Pea won't put up with it anymore.
Good stuff:
1. For the first time since the birth, I had no swelling anywhere on my body today. Awesome in a shallow kinda way.
2. Lasagna for dinner. It might sound like a small thing, but right now Pea drains us so much that a proper dinner is a rare thing.
3. My very secret secret was posted on
fandomsecrets today. And as excited as I am about that, this one I'm taking with me to my grave. (And good thing too, cause damn I'm getting some mean comments on it.)There is more, but damn I'm tired right now. My soul feels heavy like it hasn't in months. Gawd I'm glad I start my treatment soon.
