I think I'll just go to bed now.
Sep. 11th, 2009 08:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ladydraceToday just plain sucked in a lot of ways.
-Was so tired this morning, that I dozed off in the bus and almost missed my stop.
-Was so sleepy in therapy that I didn't have the energy to really participate.
-Rejected yet another offer of social gatherings from the others in my therapy group. We're advised not to form friendships outside the sessions for several very valid reasons. I seem to be the only one who actually follows this guideline, and therefore I'm well on my way to feeling outside of this group just like every other social group I've ever belonged to in my life.
-Was so down when I went home, that I stopped at a store and went chocolate crazy. Ate it all while waiting for the bus. Fail.
-Despite me being the tired one, I agreed to watch Pea while hubby napped. I should have napped too, but for some odd reason my brain convinced me that hubby deserved it more than I did, because Pea had been very demanding all morning.
-And now that we're on that subject, Pea has indeed been very demanding today, but honestly I think hubby is making it harder on himself than he has to. But I really don't have the energy to talk to him about it.
-Health visitor came by today. I didn't get around to vacuuming. Crap. The dustbunnies in the corner by Pea's play-blankie are huge. I'm sure there is a dust allergy in his immediate future.
-It hurts everywhere. Knees, wrists, back, neck, ankles... I hope I'm not coming down with something.
-Tried to write something today, but never got around to it because Pea needed a lot of attention.
-Snapped at hubby for his way of making Pea sleep, only to find out that my own was made of fail.
Tl;dr: I'm just so fucking tired, sore and depressed... I better go to bed early. Thank heaven it's the weekend.
-Was so tired this morning, that I dozed off in the bus and almost missed my stop.
-Was so sleepy in therapy that I didn't have the energy to really participate.
-Rejected yet another offer of social gatherings from the others in my therapy group. We're advised not to form friendships outside the sessions for several very valid reasons. I seem to be the only one who actually follows this guideline, and therefore I'm well on my way to feeling outside of this group just like every other social group I've ever belonged to in my life.
-Was so down when I went home, that I stopped at a store and went chocolate crazy. Ate it all while waiting for the bus. Fail.
-Despite me being the tired one, I agreed to watch Pea while hubby napped. I should have napped too, but for some odd reason my brain convinced me that hubby deserved it more than I did, because Pea had been very demanding all morning.
-And now that we're on that subject, Pea has indeed been very demanding today, but honestly I think hubby is making it harder on himself than he has to. But I really don't have the energy to talk to him about it.
-Health visitor came by today. I didn't get around to vacuuming. Crap. The dustbunnies in the corner by Pea's play-blankie are huge. I'm sure there is a dust allergy in his immediate future.
-It hurts everywhere. Knees, wrists, back, neck, ankles... I hope I'm not coming down with something.
-Tried to write something today, but never got around to it because Pea needed a lot of attention.
-Snapped at hubby for his way of making Pea sleep, only to find out that my own was made of fail.
Tl;dr: I'm just so fucking tired, sore and depressed... I better go to bed early. Thank heaven it's the weekend.
