Fuck... I can't do this.
Dec. 1st, 2009 06:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ladydraceHubby was given a few pointers today on how to get Pea to sleep. Honestly, I think our current method works fine, but apparently it's not good enough.
So hubby just tried putting Pea to bed, telling him it was time to sleep and then simply leave the room. For a while he cried in a way that was pretty clearly just annoyance, but eventually it turned into the form of crying that makes my stomach clench. The one he employs if he's in pain or afraid. And only a few minutes into this, I cracked and begged hubby to pick him up. I'm crying now. And I can't decide if I'm being a horrible mom for letting hubby do this, or a horrible mom for NOT letting him do it.
Fuck.
*sob*
So hubby just tried putting Pea to bed, telling him it was time to sleep and then simply leave the room. For a while he cried in a way that was pretty clearly just annoyance, but eventually it turned into the form of crying that makes my stomach clench. The one he employs if he's in pain or afraid. And only a few minutes into this, I cracked and begged hubby to pick him up. I'm crying now. And I can't decide if I'm being a horrible mom for letting hubby do this, or a horrible mom for NOT letting him do it.
Fuck.
*sob*
