Busy busy busy...

[ladydrace]

I hardly have time to be online these days. Every spare minute I have is usually spent on sleep. I get my quote of the day done mostly and I try to read up with my f-list. I have to pick and choose a lot, though. I do read some fics too, but mostly that's because I can do that while running to and fro, taking care of Pea.

A few updates:

Got my ears checked. Apparently I've got a mild inner ear infection, so I'm getting a 10-day cure of ear-drops and frequent "pressurizing" of my ears. *sigh* My ears hurt now. A lot.

Hubby got a main role in a new play. (Still not paid). Guess who's staying home to watch Pea? Go on, guess...

Pea is almost sleeping through the night now. He only needs his bottle maybe twice a week and the rest of the time, he can be soothed back into sleep if he wakes up in the night. Which he does. Every night. Several times. *sigh* I'm told this is normal. *heavy sigh*

I, on the other hand, am having real trouble sleeping at night. I sleep much better in the day. Especially when Pea isn't in the house. I think my mommy-radar is taking its job just a liiiiittle too seriously.

I'm feeling very very down these days, but I try not to whine too much here on LJ. To all of you who friended me for my fic, I'm sorry all those posts are just about how miserable I am. Sorry.

Carry on.

Comments

[jonnycarnahan.livejournal.com]

Aww, sweetie, don't apologize for using your lj to vent about things going on in your life. I think it's great that you can share so much with us.

Hugs to you and sending positive vibes your way.

[lady-drace.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *hugs back*

[thelibraniniquity]

I think the mommy-radar is pretty awesome in theory, and I also think that once Pea settles down into an all night routine you'll find yourself sleeping a bit better at night as well. It's just one of those things, I think.

And for everything else... *tacklehugs*

[lady-drace.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Hugs are much appreciated!

[dark-sinestra.livejournal.com]

I admit that I'm one of the ones who first friended you for your fic, but getting to know you better through your other posts has been something I appreciate, the ups and the downs. You have nothing to apologize for. If you can't vent on LJ, what's it good for? ;-)

I've struggled with clinical depression off and on throughout my life. In the past decade, I've been blessed to be in a good cycle. It's not because I fixed myself or figured out all the answers. A lot of it is just pure, dumb luck and my brain being cooperative producing the chemicals it's supposed to. So please believe me when I say that I KNOW you're not a whiner, or just being dramatic, or whatever else some people who have never struggled with mental illness might say to someone who has and is. I know you're doing the very best you can. *hugs*

[lady-drace.livejournal.com]

Thank you. This means a lot to me. A LOT!