Writer's Block: School Daze
May. 11th, 2010 06:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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My whole school life was one long educational video on do-nots of bullying and shunning. I can't possibly pick one single moment out of all the horrors I was subjected to, although the time I was crying in the bathroom and the others unlocked the door from the outside so the whole class could laugh at me comes to mind.
It had a lasting effect on me. No doubt. It's a large part of the reason I'm as fucked up in the head as I am.
Positive lessons learnt? Not really. Brutal truths? Plenty. It might be a positive thing though that I never gave in to peer pressure, but then again, that might have contributed to the cruelty in the first place. I could not be controlled, therefore I had to be crushed.
Phew... need cheering up now. *goes off in search of smut or cute youtube vids*
My whole school life was one long educational video on do-nots of bullying and shunning. I can't possibly pick one single moment out of all the horrors I was subjected to, although the time I was crying in the bathroom and the others unlocked the door from the outside so the whole class could laugh at me comes to mind.
It had a lasting effect on me. No doubt. It's a large part of the reason I'm as fucked up in the head as I am.
Positive lessons learnt? Not really. Brutal truths? Plenty. It might be a positive thing though that I never gave in to peer pressure, but then again, that might have contributed to the cruelty in the first place. I could not be controlled, therefore I had to be crushed.
Phew... need cheering up now. *goes off in search of smut or cute youtube vids*
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Date: 2010-05-11 05:59 pm (UTC)Åh jeg kender det godt, det der med ikke at være som de andre, og ikke gide være som de andre. Det er svært i folkeskolen. Jeg har også haft mange træls oplevelser i folkeskolen. Heldigvis har jeg senere i livet haft mange gode skoleoplevelser og synes ikke det er noget jeg bærer med mig mere.... sender lige en krammer til dig *Kram* :-)
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Date: 2010-05-11 08:42 pm (UTC)