The end of an era.

[ladydrace]

Monday I called and made an appointment with the vet, to have my last 2 rats put to sleep. Scotty was old as it was, and was getting really weak and sick. Manny was a few months younger, but also quite old. Plus, he was a weird little guy, so finding him a new home or keeping him alone was just not an option.

Today was to be the day then, but when I went to the cage to pull out the boys, I found Scotty dead. He beat me to it, the old geezer. I guess he just preferred to die at home. I'm sure they both sensed by my sadness around them, that something was up. Scotty always was the brighter one of the pair. So off I went with Manny. It was peaceful and while it was sad to lose him, it was even sadder to realize that for the first time in I don't know how long, I have no pets at all. And I'm pretty sure it will stay that way, until Pea is old enough to join in on the fun.

So here is my goodbye, not only to two sweet little rats, but also to a big part of my life, that for the longest time was the only thing I got up for in the morning.

Sleep tight, my little Montgomery Scott. You always made things work, somehow. Made your coward brother Robin dare more and never let Manny get away with too much, even when he got to be twice your size. You would cuddle with me and anyone who would pet you. A real people person. You were a little ray of sunshine and a goofy-looking fellow, who always put a smile on my face.


Goodnight, my strange little Manticore. I'm so sorry to send you off like this, but you never were very good at being with anyone, people OR rats. And being alone would probably drive you insane long before your life would naturally end. Please forgive me, and know that I did what I truly believed was best for you. You were beautiful, strong and stubborn, which earned you more punches than I think you ever really deserved for your clumsy social skills. We never really bonded, but I hope you know I do appreciated having you around.

Comments

[lilyoftheval5.livejournal.com]

My sincere condolences.

[o-deanna.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, honey. I know what a difficult decision it is. *hugs tightly*

[mrs-picard.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry. :(((((

[mithrel.livejournal.com]

Aw man, losing a pet always sucks, especially if they're the last. *sending you warm fuzzies*

[ahavia.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry, dear heart.
Remember you are loved.
Ahavia

[bibsy-bebs.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry lovie :( *hugs*

[cyranothe2nd.livejournal.com]

Aw sweetie, I'm so sorry. (((Lady Drace)))

[prelocandkanar.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm days late here, but I'm just catching up. I'm so sorry. It's the hardest thing, to say goodbye to a pet. No one but other pet owners know how close we are to them, and how important a part of our lives they are. I'm so sorry for your loss.