Can this be over soon, please?

[ladydrace]

This is just getting harder every day.

Things are really awkward between B and I right now. They took a turn for the decidedly worse when he read my LJ entry yesterday. Well, if he's unhappy about it, he could always try and talk to me instead of the floozie. But instead we're waging some sort of silent warfare. Personally, I'm tired of talking. Now I just want this shit to end. And I refuse to be the one to open every goddamn conversation and take the initiative for every little thing. I did manage to wrench out of him yesterday what he wanted to do with internet and freezer. So far, so good. Still no more boxes packed. 3 days to go.

Meanwhile, I have arranged for babysitting of Pea during the move, dumped loads and loads of things at second hand stores, emptied several bits of furniture he will be taking with him and I'm generally still separating our stuff whenever I have a moment.

On a funnier note, my mother practically had a fit of hysterics when I told her I'll probably throw away our sad excuse for a sofa before the move, so we can have more room to move things around. I have another couch waiting at my mother's but it won't be here until later. But her response was something like this: "But... but... then you won't have a couch! How will you do without a couch!?" Like it would be a serious risk to my health not having a couch for a few days. *rolling eyes*

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[lady-drace.livejournal.com]

I doubt he worries about his image, considering that I've never kept anything in our relationship secret, even on LJ. I suspect he was more hurt by the fact that I didn't talk to him directly. But I'm just so fucking tired. I cannot do it all, or direct it all or arrange everything. He has to take some initiative himself, or I won't survive this.