Being steamrolled.
Apr. 25th, 2009 02:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Today I posted on
fanficrants and apparently my post was nothing short of a mortal sin. We're now in the 80's in number of comments and only about 5 of them have been remotely kind. The rest seem to find it extremely offensive that something I don't know a lot about annoys me. Heck I even asked for advice if anyone knew better than me!
I want to leave, since it's seriously bringing me down that so many people deliberately twist my words and try to make me look bad. But I hate to just leave without defending myself. I'm being stupid aren't I? I bet I'm just feeding their flaming frenzy by replying at all. I should really just leave and leave them to think I'm a stupid bitch. They already seem to think that anyway.
I'm an idiot.
Edit: Ok, I left. I suddenly remembered that it's not just me being affected by this. By stressing out over this, I'm affecting the Green Pea! And I will not allow that to happen to preserve my pride or whatever!
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I want to leave, since it's seriously bringing me down that so many people deliberately twist my words and try to make me look bad. But I hate to just leave without defending myself. I'm being stupid aren't I? I bet I'm just feeding their flaming frenzy by replying at all. I should really just leave and leave them to think I'm a stupid bitch. They already seem to think that anyway.
I'm an idiot.
Edit: Ok, I left. I suddenly remembered that it's not just me being affected by this. By stressing out over this, I'm affecting the Green Pea! And I will not allow that to happen to preserve my pride or whatever!
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Date: 2009-04-25 06:31 pm (UTC)I'm so sorry that this happened to you! :(
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Date: 2009-04-25 06:55 pm (UTC)And apparently "I don't know" is not a valid answer in there.
Thanks so much for your support. It really does mean the world to me. *hugs*
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Date: 2009-04-25 06:58 pm (UTC)You asked a simple question that was not meant to be a secret accusation of the yaoi genre in any way. Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar.